More relaxed.

Hey everyone.
I say everyone as if assuming anyone is actually reading my posts!
Well as I guessed in my last post, I was over the thing with my roommate after a good night's sleep. However, she has yet to actually clean up her mess around here.
I'm sure I'll end up cleaning up for her.
Have a mentioned my roommate is also my younger sister (3 years younger). So I guess my frustration with her sometimes makes more sense!
Ah, siblings..
I think I am starting a flu. Other than that I feel pretty good.
Keep forgetting to take my antidepressants, which is bad. This past summer I didn't take them for several weeks. I ran out of them, missed my appointment to get refills and was just so busy with work that I didn't notice a change in my mood or anything like that.
But let me tell you! NEVER STOP PILLS LIKE THOSE COLD TURKEY.
I had the WORST withdrawal ever. I have personally never done any illegal drugs (haven't even smoked pot), but I felt like I was in withdrawal from cocaine or something.
I was insanely dizzy. I was nauseous all the time. Extremely tired. And the worst part was I would randomly get these blackout moments. I would be walking and all of a sudden I'd have to hold onto something because everything would go blurry then black and I'd have a pounding sensation in the middle of my forehead.
When I finally went to see my doctor again to get more pills, she kind of smirked at me when I told her how bad the withdrawal was. As if she wanted to say "yep, that's what you get for going cold turkey".
So, lesson learned.
Now I will go take my pill for today.
Talk again soon.